Monday, February 16, 2015

Self-reflection.

One step forward. Two steps back. 
I'm exhausted. What the heck?
Same old story. Same result.
I belong to my own cult.
Madness. Sadness. Wish for change. 
When things better, I feel strange.
Vicious cycles - that's my life. 
Not a lover, girlfriend, wife...
Played these roles.
It's in the past.
Didn't work - they didn't last.
Now I'm learning from mistakes.
How much time does growing take?!
Must admit: it's very hard
To work on healing broken heart.
Much resistance shows up.
Old addictions hard to stop...
Yoga - my new-found faith.
Works on soul like a lathe.
Dedication is the key!
Must commit - it sets me free.
No more sick-leaves, times for rest.
It's my challenge, new life's test.
Wake up call from same old dream.
I can do it - sense within...

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