Prayer.

Oh, dear God,
Please, help me live -
Today, this week, right now. 
Without You I know - I'm weak.
I'm fool to say "I know how".
Forgive me all that's in my past.
For all I know - I paid for. 
Plenty.
I realize all now, at last.
And I did not... 
When I was twenty.
I found freedom to exist
And be myself, true to the bottom.
Please, never leave me - I insist
And lead me straight to my life's autumn.