Monday, July 6, 2015

Lost Angel

Every person, every human,
Doesn't matter - man or woman,
Who ends up in this strange place,
Wants the world to know their face.

"Fame and Wealth" is their main goal;
Being wanted, play the role,
That will touch the hearts of many.
Big or small - don't matter, any.

Just to taste what it is like -
The challenges of cruel hike
To the top, to money, freedom.
Reaching Paradise of Eden,
While still here, on the Earth.
Being gifted through new birth
Shining like a star in sky...

Many artists dream too high,
Get burned out way to soon,
Picking new direction - Moon,
For its closer and more real.

Going through one big ordeal -
Real test of trust and faith,
Once reality takes place.

It takes great courage
To make that big decision,
To stand strong by Your own
Talent, passion, love and vision.

And Everyone will pay the price
In some form of sacrifice -
That's inevitable and must.

To be committed and to trust
That inner gut deep down inside...


Some will loose their husband, wife,
Parents, friends, their kids or lovers...
That's life.

Hard to find support and trust,
When surrounded by lust,
Guilty pleasures and high hopes.

May wake up one day in ropes
Tightly bound at wrists and ankle;
Or be told to yell, while spanking
Someone's butt while being high...

How far You wanna fly?

All depends on Your soul's growth
And resistance set in oath,
Keeping strictly to Your own.

Drawing the line from madness.
Learning about Your comfort zone -
To be safe and in control,
To make sure You've got the ball
At all times in this rough game.

So there is no one to blame,
In case the game goes wrong direction.

Truth is - there is only imperfection
In the city of lost angels.

We all end up right here as strangers
Looking to connect the most...

Not considering the danger
From those promising us help.

At any cost...

In delusion often sinking,
There is little help to find.

You'll discover, when start drinking,
Everybody's friendly, kind.
They care greatly for Your presence,
Want to know who You are,
What You've done, what's next,
Where You take lessons,
And which, of parked, it is Your car...

Friends are needed for connections
That can benefit sometime.

Shallow talks and fake affections,
Sex hook ups - there's no crime.

Trick to use - to be a legend
Before You quietly show up.
Arrive as winner of some pageant...
Or Anything, to fill Your cup.

Your chance succeed is that much higher,
When You commit to that first role.

When playing You - You will be hired,
If they believe You - that's Your goal.

True honesty is out of fashion.
In show business and real life.

When You pretend with great aggression -
You are in charge. Now You can drive.

There's no direction, only choices.
You are to make decisions wise.
You'll always hear many voices,
But keep Your eyes on main prize.

Your loved ones - they don't know better
And worry for You being safe.
Your managers don't care and fake it -
You're only profit, close to slave.

This industry is tricky business.
Trial an error - the only way.
So many break, develop illness,
Loose hope, themselves, and their way.

And when You make that first impression,
New challenges again arise -
With no privacy and pure pressure.
It is Not love, but hate disguised.

You must be healthy and be centered,
Ready to fight and stay content,
Be true to You, always remember -
You chose to live life "play-pretend".

Never dismiss Your closest people
That knew You since You were a kid.
They never change, they are Your steeple,
Your lighthouse that is always lit.

And all the things that happen to You,
Try not to judge, look for the signs.
Your life is perfect. God's always with You,
And trust in faith through Your lifelines.

You're always moving right direction,
Discover You along the way.
Our joy and pain are just reflection
That helps decide - to leave or stay.

LA is school of life for many.
Lost angels come here to be found.
And even if don't make a penny,
You'l find true You - it's most profound.

Reason to live, to fight for freedom
From everything we had to be...

All meant to be and nothing's random.
Success is when You set Yourself to FREE...


Hollywood.
Ready to publish my poetry book. It's time.
July 6th 2015


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